ive got lots in my heart..but i have no idea how to say it out...
im feeling a little tired of everything...sch...home..juz felt like sitting by the tv everydae to watch tv and rot...
last week there is the lep camp...i went for only the 1st dae..mainly for the sake of mr goh's talk...it wasnt a wasted trip..i enjoyed it alot...that was the only talk that i enjoyed throughout the dae and i got to see mr goh once again after so long...but it paid up my chem test...didnt study...flunk..i knew i will flunk when 1 finish my test..actually i thought i knew how to do..till ppl start checking ans with the tys then i was like...i check 1 qns 1 qns wrong..while ppl were "yessing" away....didnt feel real nice..i mean wasnt ur fault u get all correct la..but think of ppl here... i missed the lep camp..didnt get the chance to know ppl frm other sch..didnt get the chance to know all the lep ppl frm even my own sch..missed the chance to gather with my old mates...missed alot of chance..now i am truly a hcl student....
then wed went for smo...bad bad bad...a great experience for me...but i didnt noe how to do...gt a few qns noe..but didnt read the qns carefully..in the end ans wrong...= (
after tt rushed back to sch for ava exco interview..didnt eat lunch..starving..and i ran for president..i dunno if im doing the right thing...but i dunno wat to run too..but i think they will put me at secretary...cause im the only gurl and secretary are usually gurls...i dunno la...also dunno wat i wan..
then the week pass by juz like tt till sat..went to world book fair..with my dear si fu maggie...we had fun looking at books and buying junk books...bought archie comic haha..didnt tell me mum..but i used my own money so i think itz ok..then met my parents for dinner...the dae was sort of the happiest of the week ba...
on sun morning...went to eat breakfast with my parents...my dad was so happy and he kept talking and chatting...im happy he is so happy..if that makes him happy..i shall make an effort to wake up early every sun to go eat breakfast with them...
after breakfast went to the wet market to buy seafood and chicken wings for the class bbq...i saw ppl whacking the fish...ewwww but didnt really see the fish being whack cause gt box blocking it...then went to meet class ppl to buy the rest of the stuffs...was at ntuc..was actually at high spirits...then..haix..there was unhapiness cause of all the halah and non-halah food...they were saying that though its chicken but u must have that halah sign things like tt..then after that give me black face..i mean like...dun give me attitude la..can u be like someone else..so patient and everything..i dunno la...this is the 1st time i had unhappy ntuc shopping with my frenz..during the shopping..i gt a feeling as if the class is like chinese and malays are seperated...i dun wan that to happen...
at nite..alot of us were discussing abt the time to meet on mon..everything was luan..so rush...i dunno wat to do..slept v late cause of it..and woke up with a headache on mon...went for hcl extra lesson..and that stupid teacher wanted to extend the lesson...in the end i cannot go gym...lesson end at 1+ bought cake on the way home...reach home at 2...hc and zw arrived at 2.30...we were chatting all the way..but im still v tired...then js val stayed at amk mrt there to help fetch ppl back..while i went gardens to pick henry up and buy lotta ice...so heavy..haha...carried all the way home frm gardens..nt bad xia..thenhe start to regret y never ride his bike in...haha...so we walked all the way to gardens again to get his bike..and i gt a ride in his bike!haha..the helmet was so big la...my head like wanna drop off liao..haha..such a heavy helmet...pei fu ppl who ride bikes now..haha...my first time riding in a bike...a little scared when he started driving...dunno why leh...like erm..juz felt a little scared..haha...maybe i sit car xi guan liao...gt this feeling as though sit bike will fall off like tt..hahaha...the day was still pretty happy for me at that time...then we went home prepared everything and went to start fire...haha..oh yarh the boys were helping me jump for ms the shumi coin quest..haha..i still couldnt get thru..dunno y im so bad at jumping...everything went fine for the time being......till like i dunno when i start to feel a little sad or moody or i dunno wat...the bbq wasnt a success...i dunno who else to blame except me...ppl were in their own grps..like no interactions b/w cliques...i was all over the place..im so tired...i didnt managed to bring the spirit up i didnt manage to get the whole class here and enjoy themselves..i didnt manage to do alot of things..too much food left...ppl left early...hai...henry pulled me aside to talk...maybe he is right...but i dunno...im still feeling alittle..erms...lost now?
we celebrated the june babies b dae..i tried to have fun..and i finally had a little fun by then..relightable candles..haha...nice rite...wahaha....but ppl had to go off...left a few of us...we were stuffing food into our tummy and playing cards..my mum helped to clear..both food and rubbish...really had to thank her..for doingso much for me..cook beehoon for us..marinate all the stuffs...even clearing up for us...counldnt imagine one dae without her...
i started to have fun of the day..only when itz ending...itz sad..took pics with henry and his bike..took photo with ben joan mf...oh ya..didnt take with jasmine=( but im gald she came...then i got a ride on ben shoulder..haha..so fun..so long since a gt a ride on ppl shoulder...miss my dad's shoulder and my bros..haha...
i miss 4i...miss the days we had fun..miss all the ppl..miss all the bond we had...we r still the best class in nc...
dunno wat to blog le..mind block...
but i wanna apologise to the class for the left over food..for the unsuccessful bbq for everything that i didnt do right..
and i also wanna thankx js mf ben joan val for staying till so late...eating up alot of food..and playing with me..and helping me throughout the whole bbq...thankx...
my leg hurts..dunno y...think sprain a little...but then nt really like sprain leh...itz when u bend ur feet the bend part pain..think later will go away de ba...
beary hugss-9:55 PM